Noise, Noise, And More Noise

drarna:

the reason why people are so hard to read is because they are composed of the letters a, t, c, and g in random sequences and as im sure you know, that doesn’t spell anything

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You can’t NOT reblog this. It’s like the Tumblr After Dark/Night Blogger Logo. It’s like our fucking Bat signal.

You can’t NOT reblog this. It’s like the Tumblr After Dark/Night Blogger Logo. It’s like our fucking Bat signal.

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Naaaaaiputan [K*** Read Me]

Congratulations! You did the most horrible 10 seconds of my life. I was beyond embarrassed in front of them. Sorry for being possessive ha pero sino ba naman ako para mag-isip ng ganto? E best friend for never mo lang naman ako.  Ayos no? Parang tanga lang. I can’t really handle things like this talaga,  it happened to me before and its really painful. Yung pakiramdam ba na nag cheer and woo-ed yung majority of friends mo para sa friend nila na kasama yung babaeng love na love nung isa. Tas napagkamalan pa kayo. E ano iisipin ng friends ko sakin? Ipot. I can’t please them. Ang hapdi. Wasak na wasak. And because of that, things could become far too complicated. I promised you na i won’t lie and to always say what i think and feel, so there you go.  Tama nga pala ung sabi nila, magseselos ka, e kayo ba? Diba hindi. What a logic. To share something, alam mo ba pakiramdam ko ngayon? I feel like naubusan ako ng life sa isang game tapos di ako makakuha ng  1up. Parang nawalan na ako ng lakas ng loob. Parang mas natakot ako kase ayoko maulit yung mga ganun.  Ang sakit, tagos sa buto,  ang kati sa utak.  Hindi naging advantage ang mga malabo kong mata para hindi makita ang masasakit na pangyayari. Alam mo ba na tears are coming out from me now? Mas okay sya sa pakiramdam, talaga. Alam kong masakit marinig ang mga salitang to mula sakin, pero kailangan ko itong ilabas. Sino nga ba naman ako para mag-emote sayo ng ganto? Hay nako. Di ko alam kung magagalit ka or whatever dahil sa sulat na ‘to. Pero ganun talaga si R eh, masanay ka na :’(  Siguro di ko lang talaga kayang humarap sayo ngayon pero gusto ko lang sabihin at paulit-ulit imikin na love kita. I can’t please my friends to know the truth but bayae pa sila. Sana lang talaga Rosemay di mo maranasan kung gaano kasakit ang nararamdaman ko ngayon,  ayos lang na sakin nalang. Masyado akong maramdamin sa mga bagay-bagay no? haha pero you kno’ what, I really want to erase what happened,  pero I can’t. Naiputan ang aking pagkatao. Ang self-esteem ko, nabawasan. Pero despite all of that, I will choose to remain silent, yung tipong parang di ako nasaktan. I will calm myself and handle things as subtle as i can. I’ll stay nalang on my comfort zone and ingat ka nalang lagi. There are many things pa na tumatakbo sa aking isip pero tired na ako para isulat sila lahat. Ouchee. K, I’m done.

 

P.S.
Masakit

 

And the facial expressions go in an endless loop :P

And the facial expressions go in an endless loop :P

Me with no money: I want everything

Me with money: what the fuck do I buy